He said he had male friends and would never have thought about hugging or holding them or have them hug him. He talked more about his relation with his wife. He also told me about his sexual hangups. He made it clear he was a bit of a homophobic.I never told him I was gay, the topic never came up. At that moment, I realy didn’t care, I had touched him, smelt him and held him in my arms. That was more than I had ever thought was possible.įor a week or two, he seemed a little distant. He said we were fine, infact he thought of me as a very close friend. Without even relizing what I was saying, I told him he was right and then I said I love you man. At first he just looked at me then he gave me a bit of a smile.Īfter that things started to change. The first big thing was I went into the mens room to take a leak. While at the urinal he walked in, looked over my shoulder and said God you have a big dick. Before I could say a word he left the bathroom.
